Friday, November 6, 2009'
actually a few days before, i was thinking that i am like shizuka koiwai from boys este...apart from being fat...she has a tendency to day dream...and they said try not to interupt her if u see her smiling to herself...for me its worse la...i have a tendency to daydream about yaoi, anime guys...BEWARE!IF U SEE ME LAUGHING OR SLAPPING MYSELF...WALK AWAY!!!ITS CREEPY!i used to think about GIN FUJIWARA from LOVE CELEB...then ALLEN WALKER from D.GRAY-MANthen USAMI ANIKOWA from JUNJOU ROMANTICAsometimes even KAORU HITTACHIN from OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUBsometimes even worse...theres even sex and bondage...so when u see me SLAPPING OR LAUGHING TO MYSELF...i might be thinking about yaoi, bondage and sex...80% sure...there is something that also make me quite happy which is not yaoi...its kevin's messages...whenever i was feeling low...i took a look at the messages where we use to play a game of role playing...where he was general cross and the earland i was allen walker and lenalee...UNFORTUNATLY...he has forgotten about this incident...