Saturday, April 18, 2009'
just got back from my so called ex-bf?...birthday party...SO CALLED!!!...SHAO YANG...HAIZ...whole day ah...never talk to him...keep on talking to his younger brother...then when we were eating dinner...he was like asking my mom, is SEC 2 literature difficult...then my mom ask me...then he ask another question to my mom, is SEC 2 life difficult?...then my mom asked me...then i answered him...then i asked him...are u asking my mom or are u asking me...at that time i really felt fed up...then my dad asked...so ur shy after not seeing melissa for so long...then he say no la...just that i am very tired...then my dad ask again...are u tired to speaking to her...from far angle...then ex. says...ya ya...
then for these whole day...i tried to talk to him...whenever we have a conversation...IT WOULD BE POKEMON....now...i got tired of it...so i didn't talk about POKEMON...but still the whole day we didn't talk a lot like we use to last time...sighz...then the whole day...dun noe what happened...JEREMY AND CURU keep smsing me...haiz...but i didn't bought him a present...NO TIME....i bought for JEREMY but not for my ex.?...i dun noe how i feel towards him...because we known each other for very long...KINDERGARDEN?maybe...he use to come to my house...then whenever he need to go home that time...he would cry...it bring back memories...of him and me together...we use to play, swim together...now the distance is longer and longer and longer...what will happened in the future...?..will we get to meet each other often...oh ya...btw...he is SEC 1 same as CURU..
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