Friday, January 23, 2009'
KONNICHIWA!!!...walao!!! blaue rosen vol.2 sold out...!!! restock la!!! i want buy volume 2...then now must buy volume 1...volume 2 more nicer...can get excited like that...you noe...i brought blaue rosen volume 1, 3, 4, 5...only left 2...walao!!! remember restock la!!!...by the way...today got red packets...i got $4 from mrs ong...julitte got $6 then SILAS GOT $50!!! then my aunt's son give me $50 then waa...$$money$$...and we won class decoraction:)
Thursday, January 22, 2009'
seriously there seems to be fun when there is Nicholas G and Nicholas Tay around...one joke around one play around... they don't really like bully me but they just...like make fun of me by saying you are kevin's girfriend...then having 3 night stand...wait...they didn't said this lucas said this...then Nicholas G said i like him...but he is the one who like me not me like him...the rumors goes on forever...oh ya i am happy today i have another love poem...a love triangle poem...it goes like thatbecause of you...because you like me...i fallen in love with your best friend....so must i beat around the bush...or should i tell him...fallen in love...with...your...best...friend...
Wednesday, January 21, 2009'
it seems to be an intersting day everyday...with the HORNY BOYS around...yesterday almost spent the half day talking to nicholas tay and kevin...we were talking about some disgusting things that you would not want to hear...or think about...i just recorded I KISSED A BOY...kawaii...:)...got Nick G , Zi feng and Nick Tay hotmail...i was asking myself this question...who do i like or what? i do not know...don't treat me like a normal girl...treat me like a violent girl THEN i will start shouting and scolding you and start kicking asses...butt...and your fragile part...be afraid of me...i am not that scary...i was reading my progress report for pri sch, kindergarden and the good things my frens wrote about me...the most familiar word i see was bubbly...saying that my smile can brighten people days and can make people happy...i was thinking of the things i did this month...i was too violent...really violent...
Monday, January 19, 2009'
today...haiz...interesting toofirst period was P.E...we ran the path we ran in badminton 2 rounds, then after P.E we didn't change into our uniform we went straight for art...then we learn colour blending...then after art we went back to classroon to get uniform change then the boys were inside changing...wow? o.O...GROSS!!! then i went to put tatiana's drawing on her table and then i went back to my tableand put my drawing down and get my uniform...about 2-3 minutes...then Nick G say MELISSA WANT TO WATCH FREE SHOW!! then kevin being the extra....say HEY PONY GET OUT LEH...then i say WHO ARE YOU CALLING PONY...then he say YOU!!!! then i started chasing him...then Nick G say something i forgot what he say....then i say SHUP UP LA BASTARD!!! then i went outside then i saw Juilette then i wait until she go to the classroom then i went in with her...then Nick G say i am going to take off my shorts...in a horny manner
Wednesday, January 14, 2009'
last time say want to see me in skirt...today...i ask u...you really want to see me in skirt? he say i dunno...then i say you really want? he go ask his frens...anyone want to see melissa in skirt..??!! i haven't hear the answer...he say no..then i told him...i have no rights to speak to you...and from today onwards i will not speak to you...
Monday, January 12, 2009'
sometimes i wonder why does he always have to lie to me...i feel so betrayed...i treat him like an older brther...but...i wonder why he always do that...i torture myself to walk home to cry my heart out...not one single tears drop down...i feel like i was like going to faint...i wanted to cry but i couldn't...by the way after class...i asked kevin if he had done it? then he say he forgot...then i started to beat him...telling him why did u forgot? then he shout...NICHOLAS TAY!!! MELISSA LIKE YOU!!!I WAS LIKE SO ANGRY THAT I CHASE HIM AND WANTED TO KICK HIM...
Saturday, January 10, 2009'
there are some things that u better not know than u know...it might hurt a lot or soemtimes...it does not hurt
i rather people face reality than hide it...if u urself like someone just face it and tell the person you like her/him
kevin did it...curu did it....i did it at the last minute...but i wonder...did other ppl did it too?
Friday, January 9, 2009'
today...is a interesting day...today got maths test...sure fail one...i was so discouraging...i almost really cry...and by the way i was rightLonely people watch PORN...i truly understand how they feel.i myself is a loner too, lonely people watch porn because they are lonely and when they are lonely they will use the computer and then click here click there...then ooo...porn...PORN WEB PAGE...LONER? EMOTIONAL?...next will be PORN...i myself is a loner but I'm don't really watch porn..i watch Japanese anime shows and read manga:)by the way i been watching 2 people...one of them seems to be firting with me and another...seems to like...i don't know how to say...AND BY THE WAY I DIDN'T KICK NICK G BUT I SLAP HIM AND MAKE A PROMISE WITH HIM SAYING NOT TO SLAP HIM OR BEAT HIM OR KICK HIMI FORGOT THE REASON WHY I MAKE THIS PROMISE WITH HIM...
Tuesday, January 6, 2009'
do it really help...when u cry...or do u feel better?...for me...it doesn't...it make me feel..more WORSE...im a kind of girl who give up easily...and not a patient type too...i today feel that...i regret going to express...it is not stressful...but...sometimes i can't really catch up...my mind is like so confused....i...hated maths all along...and if i don't noe how to do it...i try..and try until i reach my limit and i broke down into tears...i cry for almost 1hour...from 7.00pm to 8+...i really kinda like regret...and...the thing is i miss my frens...really miss them...i somehow...suddenly become 3 timer...2/1 say i with aaron....then 2/2 say i with kevin 2/3 say i with zifeng...i will not tolerate this...i will cry to my heart out...plus that stupid NICK G guy...annoyed me...say...i am a shorty...and i kick him...feel like kicking his ass until the butt become flower...then he say what i have short legs i cannot kick him...he went too overboard...i will kick 2morro i will!!!
Thursday, January 1, 2009'
damn it...maybe kevin was right...nvm...after yesterday of absolute boyfriend...i thought if i continue to think about it...i cry again...so i read my last book of midori days...i cry again...blaue rosen...i really really want...absolute boyfriend...i really want...
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